When Annie was a little girl, still young enough to want to
go on meandering walks with her grandfather, he told her about the wise old turtle
who lived in the blow down on the stream at the back of his property.
“No reason those branches are still there,” he told her.
“They should have washed away years ago, but the turtle keeps them arranged
just so.”
Annie giggled. “How can a turtle keep branches arranged?”
“He’s a magic turtle. If you ever see him, he’ll tell you
what you should do with your life. He’s very wise that way.”
“Well, let’s find him,” Annie said, starting to hop down
toward the stream, but her grandfather stopped her.
“It doesn’t work that way. You won’t see him unless you can
understand him, and that only happens when you really need his wisdom.”
Annie giggled again. “You’re silly,” she said, and they
continued their walk.
She didn’t think about the wise old turtle again until many
years later. Her grandfather had died, and she was taking a meandering walk
on his property, thinking to honor his memory by revisiting the places
he used to take her. She was also at a stage of life where meandering walks had
become important to her. They gave her time to think. She hoped, with enough
time to think, she might figure out what she was supposed to be doing with
her life.
In other words, she needed wisdom. So maybe it was
inevitable that, while she had forgotten about the turtle and wasn’t
looking for him, she found him.
She was following the stream along the back of the property.
She wasn’t thinking about much of anything until she saw the blow down, and
then the whole childhood conversation with her grandfather came back in a rush.
“The wise old turtle,” she murmured. She started to smile, but it quickly
changed to a frown.
Annie didn’t know a lot about nature—she was a city girl at
heart—but she was pretty sure a pile of brush and branches in a stream
shouldn’t stay the same for twenty years. Either the force of the water should
have washed them away, or the same current that brought them here should have
carried other branches and added to it. But this pile was exactly the same as
it had been twenty years ago. She was sure of it.
She made her way down the bank without letting herself think
too much about why she was doing it. By the time she got to the edge of the
water, the turtle was there, sunning himself on one of the upper branches. One
moment he wasn’t there, and then—while her attention wandered for a
second—he was.
Annie shifted her weight from one foot to the other. She
resisted the urge to clasp her hands like a schoolgirl. “Hello,” she said.
The turtle dipped his head. It might have been a greeting,
or it might have been a normal turtle motion.
“Can you tell me what I should do?”
The turtle stretched his head toward the southern end of the
water. “What’s a mile down the river?” he said.
His voice had the consistency of melted chocolate. Though he
looked like a regular turtle, Annie discovered she wasn’t at all surprised to
hear him speak.
Annie looked in the direction he’d pointed. “I don’t know,”
she said. “It’s too far away, and there’s a bend blocking the view.”
“And how would you learn what lies ahead?”
Annie hesitated. “I guess I’d just have to walk down there
and see.”
The turtle dipped his head. “Exactly,” he said. And while
she wasn’t quite looking, he disappeared.
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