When Jenny was at a crossroads in her life, when she didn’t
know what to do, she liked to take long walks in the woods. She found she could
think more clearly when surrounded by trees—maybe it had to do with all the
extra oxygen.
She had a handful of places she liked to walk, but one time,
she found a new trail and decided to take it. She walked along, not really
watching where she was going, and wrestled with her problem. Should she keep
pressing ahead with her current relationship, which was heading into territory
she’d never experienced before, or should she break up with her boyfriend and
go back to the simpler life she was more familiar with?
Eventually she realized she’d spent too much time thinking
and not enough time paying attention, and she’d walked farther than she usually
did. She still had to turn around and walk the same distance back to get to her
car. She thought she’d better do that, so she’d know she had enough energy left
to finish. But something stopped her. She wanted to go a little farther, to see
what was around the bend in the trail. The total distance was farther than
she’d ever walked before, but maybe it was time to push herself.
Jenny came around the bend and stopped in her tracks. A doe
stood on the trail, not five feet away. She looked up from cropping grass and
stared at Jenny. Jenny stared back, afraid even to breathe. She’d never been
this close to a deer before. The moment hung suspended.
Then it was over. The doe leaped into the woods and left
Jenny standing on the trail, stunned. If she had turned around when she wanted to, she would have missed this. Since she had pressed on past
the point of comfort, she got to witness something amazing.
The encounter felt like a sign, a miraculous answer to her
problem. She would press on.
Jenny’s boyfriend asked her to marry him only a few weeks
later, and Jenny said yes. They were very happy together. Jenny started to take
long walks not because she needed time to think through problems, but because
being in the woods made her happiness even fuller.
She often walked on the trail where she’d seen the doe. Over
time she realized something that made her a little sad—she almost always saw deer
somewhere along that trail.
“Why on earth would that make you sad?” her husband asked.
“I thought you loved seeing deer.”
“I do. But the first day I saw one, I thought it was a
miraculous sign, just for me. I married you based on thinking that.”
“Well, it worked out alright, didn’t it?”
“Yes. But I thought it was something special. I thought I
got to see a miracle. Now I know it was just an ordinary, every day thing.”
“Or maybe it was a miracle,” he said, and kissed her on the
nose. “Maybe when you take a risk, you end up getting to see miracles every
day.”
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